4/11/25
Dear Diary,
Oh boy how today has tried me - and it’s only 4pm. I’m being very overdramatic right now, but you'd understand if you had to wait for an hour and a half in the waiting room of a doctors office for no good reason! I was gonna describe that whole experience to you all, but quite frankly I think that’s kind of bratty and I should be grateful I have medical insurance and all that. Let me know if I’m over-intellectualizing my emotions (I think I’m good).
Instead, I’m gonna talk about how exciting it is that we’re kind of going viral right now. I'm not gonna lie, it kinda freaked me out. I’m not great with this level of attention and some people are being unexpectedly mean or weird. But most of you guys are really nice and it’s so cool to have people reading my words and following me on Letterboxd and stuff. At the end of the day, I’m just a girl who likes to rant by means of a computer screen. Also, I have so many ideas for blogpost essays in the future. I kinda can’t wait until this semester is over so I can get into writing again. Speaking of which, I have less than two weeks left of my freshman year of college, which is insane, and frankly I’m in disbelief about it. It’s been a very weird, very transitional year. But, all in all, I’m so excited for what’s to come! I have a great summer job I’m excited about, and at the end of the summer I’m moving into a new apartment (and I’m gonna have my own room to decorate for the first time).
Summer is such a hard time for me because I hate hot weather and respond poorly to having no expectations to live up to. But I think this year has the structure and balance I’ve always wanted. I’d like to get into reading more too. Speaking of which, please give me book recommendations! I like pretty much everything except fantasy (sorry). You can leave those here by clicking the date at the top and scrolling to the comments section. Saying that felt like when you’re playing a video game and the character has to randomly be like “by the way, you can press X to jump!” and it completely breaks the immersion. Sorry about that.
Anyway, today I think I’m gonna do some schoolwork and go for a walk by myself. Pasta for dinner, of course. I appreciate you reading the inner workings of my twisted mind.
Take care,
Sophie
